"...em chỉ là một đứa vô tâm..."

What is more effective in keeping you awake than coffee or apple juice? Being hurt.

Have you ever realized an irony: The people, whom you don't really care for so much, keep saying thanks for the small little good things you do for them. On the other hand, the people, whom you really care and are willing to do any small little things for, keep asking you "do you care for me?".

I still remember a time when I was in secondary school. I carelessly explained wrongly an exercise for my friend, but he kept thanking me for helping him. On the same day, my mum kept on criticizing me for being "insensitive and indifferent" because I didn't sweep the floor after dinner as I'm supposed to; forgetting about the previous night I put the blanket on her, worrying she would get cold.

I was hurt then...

It hurts me more when the people whom I really love and care for, come to me and say "T., you are just an indifferent person".

Well, I'm not the type of person that would sit down and describe how much I care for you. I just can't put that into words. I can't make a list of what I did that would show how much I care for you. I just do. If you realize it, I'm glad. If you don't, well... what else can I do?

People simply want more of what they already have...

And tonight I can stay up later then usual, even I don't drink coffee or apple juice...

...coz a person, whom I really care for, said straight to my face "T., you are indifferent".